exam is coming...我不要玩电话，电脑了。。。

期待。。。是我心里的害怕。。。
害怕。。。是我心里的期待。。。
或许你不懂我想要表达的是什么。。。
但我还想表达我的心声。。。

紧张。。。是我脑里的想法。。。
恐惧。。。是我唯一能说的东西。。。
自卑。。。是我唯一能想到的东西。。。
或许我更本不懂我想要的是什么。。。
但我会爬一步算一步。。。

我唯有不断地爬，不断地爬。。。
我每次都说我不在乎。。。
可是我却在乎得惨了。。。

我想要赢过我的对手。。。
不，我一定要赢过我的对手。。。

我的对手，你等着接招吧

it's time to BED!!!


but WHY i still sitting in front of the computer?!?
because i have to find those point(candid, i don't know what should i find)

ohMYgoSH!?!

i almost forgot, i come here to give you guys some (zhu fu)...

two hour ago, i talked with JIACHI...

JIACHI: hallo...

ME : hallo, is it JIACHI there?

JIACHI: what happen?!?

ME : OOOOiiii....do you know who am i?!?

JIACHI: of course i know la...you're fiona, right...
you change your phone number?

ME : where got...not mine...

TOO LAZY TO WRITE ALREADY...
SO I CUT...

i'm dying...i feel like no more spirit already...
i think i'm not gonna coming to skul tomorrow...
(i mean after 7 hour later...haha...)

so it's time to say gud morning to you guys...
and say gud night to myself....

''how terrible tat i love my brother''damn nice

recently, i looking a book. it's name call''糟糕！我爱上我哥了！"is a kind of INCEST novel...
sound crazy right?!? but i love this book very much...The sis fall in love with his brother, because her brother专情,even though his girlfriend was past away (approximately 5 years, i forgot already...hehe)...her brother is a genius,he is good in everythings.but he not very interested with his pursuer on the other hand his sis common person. one day,she feel like his brother always look at her but she dun why, when her pursuer talk to her,his brother will jealous and angry.............is damn nice....i dun noe how to convey...

抽烟, 好吗?!?
曾問朋友为什麽要抽煙...
他们说压力...
我说''去他妈的压力...
你妈妈生你下来的时候也是很有压力的...
那为什么不见她抽...
他们每次都说''你不懂....''


当身边90%都是抽烟的時候
有多少的人,有多少的誘惑,有多少的能力,可以克制?!?

我种在想抽一個烟坏处那么多 为什么戒不掉?!?
究竟真的有必要那么让人感到成熟?!?
究竟真的有那么让人興奮?!?
究竟真的會能解除壓力?!?
究竟真的能排忧解难?!?
难到這中葯上得來的快樂　就那么让人陶醉至难以自拔吗?!?
我不信　也重來沒那么觉得...



我曾经很认真的想过我要來吸吸看一段時间
然后, 我把烟給點燃了...
我吸了一口再一口...
有暢快感?!?
有朦胧感觉?!?
有飲咖啡般的滋味?!?
我始终感觉不出來...
就是無法接受和忍受那一股苦苦又嗆鼻的烟味...
后來還漱口了,刷牙,刷牙,再刷牙...
我刷了10次牙....


吸煙真的很好玩？
誰玩得起
又有多少生命可以給你玩？